indescribable life.

Hello sweet-lings :D
As usual, like in every other post,
i'd say SORRRRRRRY first.
I've been lazy to update my blog, and twitter too!
Officially abandoned my twitter, shall delete my account soon.
My deepest apologies, twit-lings! :(

So, here's my after-a-long-time update.
Mid-terms just ended and i'm stress-free! yayyy.
Speaking about my exams, i seriously have no idea how i did.
i know i did my very best but, was it good enough to please my parents?
i hope so, i really really do. But i've definitely learnt some lessons.

• Work more on my Biology
• Same goes for my Sejarah and also Chemistry Salts Chapter
• Never, and i mean NEVER study last minute

During exam, one thing was bugging me, it did distract me.
Well the thing is, i don't know why, but i had a feeling like,
many things were falling apart, just because of the distance.
I hope every small issue occured will be solved :)

Class Tee still in process, praying hard btw.
will get 'em after the school holidays, hope it'll be as designed.
Please please pleaseeeeee ;D But, im super worried about this actually.
I tried contacting the tshirt shop guy, but FAILED!
What if, the next time i walk in front of the shop and there's a
'Closed down' sign there? zomg! :O
Thinking too much? Yeah, i know. But you'd be worried if you were me!
However, i will be optimist about this. Dont want things to go wrong ;D

Addmaths at Martin.
Damn, i wanted to screammmmm!
All thanks to Mr Umaas.
Umaas : Darshika!
*me shocked as usual*
Umaas : Can do?
Me : Can, can :)
Umaas : *with a sobbing face* Too bad, Aivinash got someone ady.
Me : WHATTHEHELL!? Gahhhhhhh!

My point is, yes, i'm exceptionally, utterly pissed off~ :(
i know i'm supposed to FORGIVE and FORGET.
But, look, the scar grows beneath me,
I hate you, yes, i really really hate you. Be gone~! :((
Fyi, i hate being emo! TAKE NOTE!!

Anyways, my cousins, my sis and i have been really
addicted to Sinhalese guys lately. i'm telling you, we've gone crazy.
Especially my cousins and sis. Not me ohkay :)) Hahh!
during wesak, a dance troupe from Sri Lanka came all
the wayyyy to Malaysia, to perform :) Which was nice.
Well, my cousins and sis were so busy keeping their eyes on them,
which was extremely funny, and ironically, i joined them :D
There was this one guy, with a wonderful smile,
caught everyone's attention, even my mom's!
'he's booked, for my daughter.'
That's one awkward sentence said by my mom to my aunt.
I laughed my ass off. Hilarious right?
Then, i snapped a few pics with the troupe with my dad.
My dad asked for the guy-with-the-awesome-smile's email.
He gave and i found his facebook. yay me =)
oh ya, i forgot to say, although he looks matured,
he's only sixteeeeen. :( *my mom's hopes crushed, mine too?*
i still couldn't stop laughing : LOL.

Holidayssss =)
Enjoy, everyoneeeee!

when you least expect it..

Apologies for the late update, AGAIN.
I gotta admit, many things happened,
AND I WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT.
they're stuck in my mind, for too loooong!
and i mean it, I cant stand it anymore.


22nd March 2o1o.
I always thought if you wanted something
so much, just be optimist and believe that
that's the thing you really want,
you will eventually get it.
But why didn't that happen to me?
It has always been my dream to become the school player,
for the sport i love most, basketball.
a dream i always worked hard for.
but i just didn't achieve it.


I guess things do happen when you least expect it.
and sadly, the consequences are,
unacceptable..
unpredictable..
and worstly, unforgettable..
it wouldn't be that hard to forget if those harsh
words didn't come out from my basketball coach's mouth.
How could one be so evil? so heartless? so inhuman?
why should such people exist?
i don't wanna hate someone so much,
but the scar is still in me. it's horrible.

Actually, according to date,
it's obvious that this thing happened quite looong ago.
but, honestly, whenever i step foot on the basketball court,
these awful thoughts come rushing to me, and haunts me.
i want to scream, because i couldnt stand it. ):
I miss the game, i miss the passion, i miss the fun.



still trying my best to chill.

When it all goes again and again.

Here we go again, the exceptionally
tiring routine starts and i'm trapped.

Well, yeah, it's those homeworks which are
multiplying continuously, seriously!
and tuition everydayyy, how can i keep up with this?
But i know, i will survive *being optimist*

First day of school,
carried my new bag with pride! Just kidding ohkay.
Hmmm, well, i love that bag! it's huge! (:
But syahirah kept complaining about it, PINK! funny.
Ohkay, so continuing...
i hate the fact that i'm sitting at the last row this year.
But, i'm happy cuz no teachers get to bully me. whee.
soooo, am sitting with another Jan 7th person, Joey. how nice.
sorry to germaine though, didnt mean to 'buang' you. Sorrry!
So, 5Intan's my new class, currently hate walking up the
stairs, EVERY single morning. Ah, crap! *Chilling*
anyways, say hellooooo to 5Intan's class monitor, AGAIN :P
love being class monitor, but a bit malas lah. aiyoh.
Sooooo, i was the first one to see the class schedule,
and it did make me go high, and low.
No comments though. ):

Second day...
one karangan due thursday. speechless.
homework already? oh ya, i forgot, i form5 ady. Ishh.
ntg much to say...

Third day...
Hated it and loved it at the same time.
well, new rules, school ends at 5.30pm every wednesday.
so-called 'co-curricular day' Ohhh well...
Hated most, am the captain of my sports house.
Sprengerrrrr! i will do my best to make you proud.
*trying my hardest to smile* =
While rushing back, Hahhh,
i bumped into NgKarYan! and yoketheng.
screamed, haha. Ahhhh, happy lahhh,
STRESS RELEASE ! trust me. Soooo happy :P
hope to see them more often, sayangs!
i miss my ex form5 seniors! D: sobs.
Happy birthday, Neil! =)
He called me actually, but couldnt pick up the phone.
aiks, but on the following night, we chatted for a while, was nice.

Fourth day...
Normal, until, sejarah!
i paid attention, and i believe everyone in
my class did. IRONIC ohkay, seriously.
Pn Zahariah, i hope i will score well in my history
because of you :D praying hard.
Then, tuition withhhh, EUNICE !
i loveeeee herrrrrr. sweet memories made. xoxo!
Happy birthday, Germaine and Joey! =)

Fifth day...
Happyyyy lahhh,
why? cuz, it was the last day of school,
for the week. Hahahaha ! trying to be happy.
LOL ! :P homework, again. Gahhhh.

Todayyy,
rough time at tuition, forget it. eakk.
Called karyan, funny, laughed non stop.
ahhh, miss her so much. ):

time to sleep.
dad marah dah T.T
night, world!

): ):

ironically random post.

i just don't get it.
u hid the laptop from me,
u banned me from text messaging,
u dislike when i go to the cinemas too often.
But, hey! everyone knows, it's now,
holidays. give me a break lah.
in case you didn't know,
I've not spoken to her for almost
a week now, and i know I'm suffering.
she's my best friend lah yet i'm not talking to her.
i understand that I've been over-reacting,
but helloooo, i miss my best friend lah. ):

im sorry on my part..
but please, quit accusing D:

ughh.

i want my life back. =x
haa ! what an awkward sentence.
it's not even like im about to lose my
PRECIOUS life or something.
Ohh well, im just so confuse.
still confused.

)=

eunice texted me last night.
it made me smile, finally !
i've been so emotionless lately.
ish2. why o why ~
glad i told eunice everything, and i mean
EVERYTHING. xD.

♥ eunice ! thanks for the absolutely great advices !

Tiring giler lah at school T.T
i wanna be that sleeping piggy again lah !
wth ~! D:

Sighs, s0 gonna g0 crazy with my ph0ne.
i typed a super, duper long msg and *p0of*
it g0es missing ! ): and i have to re-type it all overrrrrrr agaaaaaiiinnnn.
Mommyyyy ! i want a new ph0ne which can put tw0 sim cards lah! xD. LOL. can i?

Wheee, baru siap my longlonglong-time-din-do punya sej n0ta.
YESHYESH ! but, n0w hav t0 rush back my chem and bi0 n0te.
wth lah ! u tau ape tu LAZY tak? Ugghhhhhhhh D: sedihnyerrr.

Anyways, g0tta add an0ther friend on my sept-bday-list xD.
♥ happpyyyy birthdayyyy, wongpuikei ! ^^

now, i have a thousand of question marks on my head lah.
someone, help me, please ! D:

i hate it as much as you do.

im back, bloggie ! it has been a while ;D

anyways, first,
i wanna talk about this idiotic chaos
between two classes !
Why the hell should two classes, side by side,
start a war when everything was alright ?

i blame you, you blame me ?
WTH !? Whyyyyyy ?
why do we, yes, why do WE hav to be so IMMATURE ?
i dun get it ! both sides din copy one another,
WE JUST HAVE THE SAME BRAIN !
so, what the hell !!!???
Just accept the fact that 'satu suara' is a good song,
and COINCIDENTLY, we chose the same song?

Haihhh .
Now, i only support myself !
Haaaaaaaaa ! im sick xD.
the best team wins ! Argh .

secondly,
i wanna talk about..
SYMPTOMS WHEN HAVING A BROKEN HEART .
funnyyyy? try being me ! i was the victim !
hahahaha . my physics teacher, pn syakilah started this topic..

Anyways, i cant quite remember what are the symptoms..

# 1 - CRAZY ^^
# 2 - forgetful
# 3 - LAZyyyy. haaa !
# 4 - screams a lot ?

got more, but cant rmb -.-

Lastly,
lately, I'm lacking of sleep !
so freaking busy preparing for those
merdeka season stuff ! ish .
i wan my sleep back ! T^T

=.=zzz

UGhh `

today was one weird day.
And i have to say i hated it.
Why? Read on..

honestly.. now..
i ƃuıʞɔnɟ hate he/she/it!! ( ask me! )
What is he/she/it thinking lah?
What did i do? WTH !
friends gone ; loves gone too ?
What the hell is wrong with you?
Why are you taking everything away from me?

everything officially sucks right now.
thanks to you. Go ahead, take a bow.
U'll ironically fall down ! And I'll laugh my ass off.
Who asked you to be such a jerk?
i know i didn't.
what comes around, goes around !
sooo, be prepared !

And for your second info,
i hav decided to NEVER GIVE UP !
i wil never lose just like that !
it has taken me too long, but i am strong !
stronger than you at least.

and lastly,
I HATE YOU ; I HATE YOU.
and, guess wht? im sure u're just
trying yo make a fool out yourself !
take note !

btw,
this is SERIOUSLY not the real me !
Had to be like this.. Cuz
im pissed off ! =x


Gawd, SAVE ME !

unlucky me.

tagged AGAIN !?!?
by JiarWen )):

Copy and paste and put your own answers in.
The purpose of this is to get to know your
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Here are the rules:
Post this list on your profile, in notes,
replacing my answers with yours.
You can add the notes tab to your profile page.
Tag 25 people to do the same thing.

Do you like your ownself ?
- Umm, idk lah. maybe?

Do you like anyone ?
- Maybe, Probably, Perhaps ?

Who do you hate the most ?
- Neh that one ar ~ Nehhh. dunno meh? LOL.

Who is the last person you were with ?
- Mom and sis.

Blogging or Shopping ?
- BLOGSHOP-ing ((: is there such word?
now there is. invented by yours truly ^^

What brand do you love the most ?
- BG, TL, WC :P

Since when you lost your first kiss ?
- how can i lost one if i NEVER had one?
Rofl (:

When is your first date ?
- Elehh ` i never went on a date eyh ((:

Who is the last person you texting with ?
- bowie. or was it ky? cheryl lah. Nahh. it was meikee ;D

Western or Chinese will you choose ?
- western ba ^^

Your birthday you wish to have ?
- birthday pass jor. ask again next year la k xD.

Who you wanna be with ?
- Ah hem :D thr0at sakit lah.

You wish to have ?
- Umm.. ???

If you're 21 now , what will you do ?
- MAYBE hoping to be a kid again? lmao.

Do you want to get married ?
- Technically, i'm still too young to think about this.

What type of guys/girls you like ?
- GOOD, has his own style, great personality,
great sense of humour.. idk ey xD

Red wine or Cocktail ?
- None. )):

Turkey sandwiches or Double Cheeseburger ?
- double cheeseburgerrrr ((: wakaka.

Which snacks do you love the most ?
- my mom's homemade co0kies ;D THE BEST `

Lunch or Dinner ?
- dinner.

Day or night ?
- NIGHT ;D.

Single or in a relationship ?
- SINGLE ^^ haha.

What do you want to try right now ?
- a seven letter word which starts with a C. think xD.




HUMANS TAGGED `
as usual..
yiling
xinlei
meikee
chee enn
weijing
waipeng
(lazy to think liao)

;D