Showing posts with label Worried.. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Worried.. Show all posts

Monday, June 7

indescribable life.

Hello sweet-lings :D
As usual, like in every other post,
i'd say SORRRRRRRY first.
I've been lazy to update my blog, and twitter too!
Officially abandoned my twitter, shall delete my account soon.
My deepest apologies, twit-lings! :(

So, here's my after-a-long-time update.
Mid-terms just ended and i'm stress-free! yayyy.
Speaking about my exams, i seriously have no idea how i did.
i know i did my very best but, was it good enough to please my parents?
i hope so, i really really do. But i've definitely learnt some lessons.

  • Work more on my Biology
  • Same goes for my Sejarah and also Chemistry Salts Chapter
  • Never, and i mean NEVER study last minute

During exam, one thing was bugging me, it did distract me.
Well the thing is, i don't know why, but i had a feeling like,
many things were falling apart, just because of the distance.
I hope every small issue occured will be solved :)

Class Tee still in process, praying hard btw.
will get 'em after the school holidays, hope it'll be as designed.
Please please pleaseeeeee ;D But, im super worried about this actually.
I tried contacting the tshirt shop guy, but FAILED!
What if, the next time i walk in front of the shop and there's a
'Closed down' sign there? zomg! :O
Thinking too much? Yeah, i know. But you'd be worried if you were me!
However, i will be optimist about this. Dont want things to go wrong ;D

Addmaths at Martin.
Damn, i wanted to screammmmm!
All thanks to Mr Umaas.
Umaas : Darshika!
*me shocked as usual*
Umaas : Can do?
Me : Can, can :)
Umaas : *with a sobbing face* Too bad, Aivinash got someone ady.
Me : WHATTHEHELL!? Gahhhhhhh!

My point is, yes, i'm exceptionally, utterly pissed off~ :(
i know i'm supposed to FORGIVE and FORGET.
But, look, the scar grows beneath me,
I hate you, yes, i really really hate you. Be gone~! :((
Fyi, i hate being emo! TAKE NOTE!!

Anyways, my cousins, my sis and i have been really
addicted to Sinhalese guys lately. i'm telling you, we've gone crazy.
Especially my cousins and sis. Not me ohkay :)) Hahh!
during wesak, a dance troupe from Sri Lanka came all
the wayyyy to Malaysia, to perform :) Which was nice.
Well, my cousins and sis were so busy keeping their eyes on them,
which was extremely funny, and ironically, i joined them :D
There was this one guy, with a wonderful smile,
caught everyone's attention, even my mom's!
'he's booked, for my daughter.'
That's one awkward sentence said by my mom to my aunt.
I laughed my ass off. Hilarious right?
Then, i snapped a few pics with the troupe with my dad.
My dad asked for the guy-with-the-awesome-smile's email.
He gave and i found his facebook. yay me =)
oh ya, i forgot to say, although he looks matured,
he's only sixteeeeen. :( *my mom's hopes crushed, mine too?*
i still couldn't stop laughing : LOL.

Holidayssss =)
Enjoy, everyoneeeee!

Wednesday, March 17

I hate to emo, but i have to?

Just read Maggie's blog,
and i absolutely accede with her that
TIME IS FLYING SUPER FAST!
like on a jet plane that is ): ):
And, that obviously isn't a good thing.
In another 4days,
the school's Diagnostic Test begins and
my basketball coach is gonna
choose the school players
who're gonna represent the school.
i'm equally worried about both.
I WANT GOOD GRADES and
TO BE IN THE BASKETBALL TEAM,
dreadfully!
I know i should have some confidence
in myself and not worry about these.
BUT sadly, I AM NOT! ):
Exam case, i've not started revising.
No excuses for this, i know it's because
i didnt plan my time well and i'm just too stubborn.
but, I WILL TURN OVER A NEW LEAF!
Team player case, i know, i'm not as good as the others
but i have my reasons, not excuses.
i really want to be in the school team!
I REALLY REALLY DO! :)
I'd say i did make rather a lot of sacrifices,
shouldn't i get something in return for what i've done?
I worked my butt off, but still i couldn't
impress my coach. WHYYYYYY? ):
it's my last year, and I REALLY hope to
gain this Senior Year opportunity! Pleaseeeee! O.O


praying hard