She's my one and only, Ennie.

Hello readers, and yet again, I've put my blog on idle.

Been busy with my Finals, which has been going on quite well, and not so well.

One paper to go, and it's over! But i'm back, for now! Yay!

Anyway, I've been eager to post up this blog quite some time now.

On 4th October, it was my sweetie, Ennie's birthday!

So, like every other year, I'd stay up until 12am on the night before her birthday,

just to wish her through text. This time, i reminisced about our friendship,

while typing that message to her, i felt really, really lucky to have a great friend like her!

When the clock struck twelve, my message was sent to her.

After a while, she called me, and there was an awkward silence at first, until...

Her : I hate you!

Me : Huh? WHY?

Her : *sobbing* You made me cry!

Me : Awwwww! :D

& our conversation went on for a while.

Yes, and the reason for me to blog this is because, SHE CRIED!

Yes, she was so touched by my message that she actually cried! :')

But, i really love her loads! One of the bestest friend, ever!

She's irreplaceable, I swear.

Anak perempuan raymond?

Yes, that's me! But, hahaha?

No one says it like she does. ;)

Best friends for eternity,

because what we have is so,

perfect!

We're awesome that way.

But, we're incomplete without Mei Kee.

Where there's Darshika,

there's Mei Kee & Chee Enn!

I love them both, oh so much! :')

What doesn't kill you, makes you stronger.

This distance between us, will never tear us apart!

I miss you both! :')

I soooooo can't wait for our outing! xoxo!

Live with smiles.

Hello fellow loyal blog readers of mine, who still read up my blog (much appreciated). So, it's been a long, long while since I last met up with my high schoolmates. God, I miss them!

On 11th September 2011. Farah invited me over to her place for Raya.

Oh, how sweet of her ;) Had a really, really great time with her.

She loooked so adorable in her polka dots baju kurung.

It was awkward for me to be at her crib that time, because everyone else

were in baju kurung, and i was the only lost child :\ Hahah.

But, it was so nice of her to tell me that she'll get me a baju kurung so that

i won't feel as awkward next time. Lovely friends, i have :')

i miss you already, farah! :')

And then, on 14th September 2011. I went to meet up with Era, who'll be leaving to Russia on the 28th. Sigh, the thought of my friends leaving to abroad to further their studies, makes me happy and also sad at the same time. I will definitely miss them much. Same goes to, Era! The best buddy back in high school! :') The meet-up with her was awesome, like really. We met up at Jusco, Maluri. And when i spotted her in the mall, my immediate reaction was,

ERAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA! :D

And, I ran to her, and gave her a massive teddy bear hug! Yes, I missed her that much! Can't blame us, we finally got to meet up after 9 months. That's effin long ohkay ;)

So yeah, we talked talked talked and talked. YEAH, WHAT WE DO BEST. Hahah.

Anyway, dear Era.

All the best to you at Russia. :)

Don't you ever forget me or i'll spank you at your butt :P

Not long ago, i went to get my hair chopped :( 1 inch turned out to be 10 inch? :(

I got my hair straightened (temporarily) after that.

Apparently, many people prefer me with straight hair. Sigh :\ Hahah.

At college, i got my curls back. BUT.

Everyone's like,

DARSHIKA! WHERE'S YOUR STRAIGHT HAIR? I THOUGHT YOU STRAIGHTEN YOUR HAIR!? YOU LOOK SO HOT! (yeeaaa, hot -.-)

&, my typical answer to everyone was,

yes, i did, but it wasn't permanent :(

But, I miss my long hair so, so much now :(

Me, in straight hair! :)

62 Likes! &, 80+ Comments.

Oh, what a waste.

I should have done it for permanent.

Yeah, try convincing my mum first ;) HAHA.

Okay, so the Finals is getting nearer, and nearer. 14 days left. Oh no.

"2 more weeks.. 14 more days.. 336 more hours.. 20160 more minutes and 1,209,600 seconds to Finals."

Quoted a young, cute, human, DAVID YEE XIAO ZHE :'(

Nerd mode switched on.

(or, the grandma look, said david)

Glasses on, hair tied up.

Definitely not my typical look.

I don't even wear specs! LOL :)

When one is desperate.

I'm no Desperado.

Oh, come on, who am i to kid?
Bruno Mars Concert on 10th April at PWTC.
Am i dying to go? HELL TO THE YES I AM.
Fingers, toes and body double crossed.
Tickets, please come to mama. ♥

SPM Results coming out in a few days.
23rd March. The day to be superworried about.
Desperate? YES! Desperate to get GREAT RESULTS!
To make my loved ones proud!
9A+'s, PLEASEPLEASEPLEASE come to mama. ♥

Almost 3 months now. Moved on?
Don't think so. I wish you knew how light-hearted I felt
when you spammed my notifications.
It was like, you were back. I really miss you.
Your friends, your sisters, EVERYONE of them were
amazing in their own ways, I MISS THEM, too.
I noticed how nice you've been, well, you have always been nice.
But, no one's flawless. You admitted it yourself, somehow.
Anyway, like I've told the world before,
no matter how stupid or crazy the things you do,
I can't seem to NOT forgive you.
I am aware that you're not perfect. Neither am i.
But, at the end of the day, who is?
I wish you knew. I wish you knew I am not
desperate for you, but, I need you :(

As i wish harder. I realise. Reality is not about wishful thinking.
Make a wish. Go out. Make it happen.


♥

Thou art more lovely and temperate.

I really, really do miss those crazy little moments with you.

Here's wishing my dearrrrr sister,
Happy 21st Birthdayyy! ♥

Hope you will have an awesomazing birthday,

and Best Wishes in Everything You Do.

May All Your Dreams Come True.

And,

Always beeeee happy :)

If only we were to celebrate together,

and party like it is the end of the world.

I miss you, dearly :')

I can't wait to get there and party with you.

Loves!

Delay. 2012o9 !

Bloggie ! Aiks , so much to say,

but had forgotten some - - ish.

reason : Next post.

2012o9 ♥

Pavillion, TS

BOWIEEEE ! :)

finally dated her, yay us!

after four, loooong years.

went to watch Avatar.

The movie was ohhh-soooo

awesome lah, seriously.

ignore the line =x

Love herrrrr ! ♥

in the cinema. (:

xmas tree at pv.

pv mirrors, are the best! Lmao :P

In the car ♥ mine and hers. Loves.

Love and miss you, bowie !

Thanks for a great day. ily ily ♥

Wish to go out with you, more often!

serious heart contact.

♥ doopdoop.
had history tuition, this morning.
L-A-Z-Y , i hate morning tuition !
i may be fresh, but hello, the brain's not working lah.
Sheeshhh ]: one word can actually make me high - -
Awesomeness? i don't think so. Lmao.
doopdoop rate : FAST.

attended a Malay wedding this morning,
well, yeshh, as usual, the food was awesome.
No bunga telurs though, hahaha. pelik pelik.
doopdoop rate : Normal.

Then, went to pavillion with family.
to see the xmas decos. sweeeeeeeeeeet ~
and the xmas songs? don't you love em? (:
many pics taken. hahhh xD
and then... i bumped into HanCheeEnn.
Serious heart conttactttt ♥ LoveyDoveyyy.
we gotta hang out one dayy. always tak berjaya. ishish.
doopdoop rate : FAST.

when going back, i passed somewhere..
u don't have to know where =x
and i had an utterly awkward feeling. Curiosity, Anxiety.
u don't have to know what =x
then, i went back home to check, asap.
u don't have to know how =x
And YES! i was right! my feelings were, err, RIGHT!
doopdoop rate : Absolutely, exceptionally FAST.

lalalala, aku rindu manyak olang oit ):
eunice . michelle . xinlei . bowie . meikee . yus .
chee enn (already) . yiwei . tengteng . joey . inez .
sayangs from kc . afiq . my class . tuition sweeties .
Everyyyoneeeeee ? ♥

btw, sorry, my mind will be closed until further notice.
no blog updates tomorrow. oopsie. [:

p/s : Bowieeee ! am counting down !
one week to gooooooooo :P xoxo.

♥

nothing but words.

After this long, long while of not updating my blog,
i've gotta admit, i have tonnes of things to say.
let it be happy or sad, i will talk about it.

let's start with the happy news,
01 December 2oo9 is definitely one of the greatest day of my life,
and yes, the most stupendous, marvellous and magnificent one !
i just loved it ! ♥ why is that you're asking?
Well, it was 6M 2oo5 Reunion !! let me make that the best reunion ever !!
Location : MidValley ! :] !

firstly, the attendance was just so awesome and rather unexpected !!
TWENTY-TWO of us made it, which was oh-so splendid, indeed.
compared to last year, less than ten made it.
[i didnt go too, oops. but i did go and find them]

i have to say, many of us did work our butts off
inviting everyone possible, and even forcing some. Hahhh !
22, it's undeniable that that's a large number.
However, we're praying hard that next year,
THE WHOLE CLASS could make it ! Yes ! that's our goal !

Humans who made it this year are as follows :
yi wei - didnt change much. still the sweet sweet her ♥
ivy - Leng lui as always ! Loves !
mun yee - Aiyooo, complain complain complain xD. Funny girl.
suat li - the class monitor. Never changed ! [:
carmen - fuyohhh, TALL JOR ! cuz she wore heels - -
suan yean - Thank god i added her on fb, or not i sure cant recognise her.
rou ann - Lenngggss ! still sweet as always.
maisy - Never changed [:
fu bin - Oh God ! the braces gave me a great shock ! didnt change much though.
ding neng - Yeah, another one with braces, but suits him ! Hahhh !
zhan hao - the sick one, lol. his red nose matched his shirt ! great work ! =\
leong hooi - first thing i did, compare our height, Gahhh, HE's TALLER D:
ge hoa - Never changed. But more insane? ahahah.
albert - Hard to recognise when i saw him in person =x
chee howe - still the same LOBAK [:
soon meng - OMG ! Tall Giler ! - -
yih herng - Bye-bye Geek ! Hello LALA??
hong yau - Never changed =x
ewe jin - couldnt recognise at first, oops.
charn chuen - another one that i couldnt recognise, serious!
nicholas - Never changed yohhh =]
and ME - never changed according to fubin. - -

Okay, let's talk about what we did.
Our first plan was to catch a movie but sadly,
there was a chaos that some of them ady
watched the movies suggested, so, Change In Plan .
we went to RedBox at the Gardens, karaokeeeeeeeeeee !
Confession : it was my first time ! =x Nyehehehe.
22 of us filled that not-so-big room.
at that moment, it felt like it was Year 2005 again.
with my lovliest class, 6M ! ]: *sobs* Such sweet memories.

We sang ,
We sang LOUD ,
We sang EXCITINGLY ,
We sang HIGHLY ,
We sang UNTIL OUR VOICES COULD BE HEARD FROM THE TOILET !!
And yeahhhhhh ,
We shouted ,
We talked ,
We laughed ,
We crapped ,
We ate and drank ,
We snapped pictures ,
We ended our karaoke session D:
Confession again : I LOVED SINGING MY LUNGS OFF ! [:

We then went for pool xD.
the cigarette smoke made ivy, yiwei, munyee and i
leave the place and went walking around.
so, we went to the Jusco Arcade !
Made a few hoops and obviously, enjoyed lah !
then, the guy who is not supposed to be taller than me,
leong hooi, called, concerned xD hahahaha !
Ge hoa and him joined us. Made a few more hoops and then left.

Went back to meet up with the rest of the gang.
Sat at Mcd, some of them went back D:
Us at Mcd, recalling memories ! which was awesome !
Amazingly Hot Topic : Primary Crushes !
The guys started, hahhh ! Some of them were blushing !
Not gonna mention who, but it was funnnnyyyy ~
and then it was the girls' turn.
If im not mistaken none of us said? LOL ! tak sporting xD
but we know LAH ~!

And then, it was bye-bye ! D:
Howww sad, indeed. Yikes.
Albert, lobak, fubin and I took the ktm back.
Funny case, it was fubin's and my first time !
so blur lah that time, the ticket machine pulak,
only accepts LENG LUI's money, which was MINE !
HAHAHAHAHA. Then, fubin acc me. Phew.
had a nice chat with him, but hilarious too.

Ahhhh, was a great day indeed !
so depressed when it had to end.
Hoping hard for the next year's plan to be a success ! (=
pics taken can be seen at my facebook.
welcomed to drop by ya. comment if you want to.

By the way , Ong Yi Wei !
thanks a million for always being with me !
and thanks for helping with pics. Loves !
and, Ding Neng !
Hahahahaha, thanks for taking pics with me
with your chiplak iphone ! Loves !

[:

crazy dayyy.

updating my blog.
FINALLY. xD.
Ooops.

Had been so lazy.
LAZY to online.
yea ! ironic huh?
even yi ling got shocked when
i said this. LaughOutLoud. ((:
Kinda tired now.
SUPPOSED to be sleeping eyh.

my fingers are super tired now.
After typing the tag-blog..
And also texting ky the whole day.
WHOLE DAY. xD.
almost 100++ sms eyh.
That's why i'm almost br0ke now. alamak.
Someone save me -.-
OhhhhPleaseeeeeeeeeee ~~

Gotta wake up EARLY in the morning tomorrow.
wHo ? MEEEEEE )):
wHy ? Play bAskEtbaLl.
WhEre ? ky + enn 's house there.
WiTh ? ky and enn
hOw ? use bAskEtbaLL xD. (wuliao)


gotta sleep n0w.
toodles my lovely readers !

ps/ xinlei !
i'll p0st tht blog so0n
[hope u knw wht im talking abt]

ps again/ EUNICE !
imissyou T.T where are y0u? )):