apologies?

Hello world !
i know, lama tak update, i know ;P
been busy lah, what to do? just kidding.
been LAZY ohkay. sounds better right? hahh!

Soooo, well,
had a really chaotic week lah.
ups and downs , as usual .
i think i'm starting to have some issues with,
Myself ): ):
Why? First, i think i've become hot-tempered..
make that SIZZLING-hot-tempered.
and, i think i tend to get really, really frust..
really, really FAST! and over small things. Why~o~why?

hmmm, shall talk about my exam results.
well, i hate the fact that i scored HALF the marks
of my Maths paper for my Add Maths paper. What the hell lah.
Why? they're both numbers.. right? Lol (:
Must work harder ady lah, no playplay.
Easier said than done.
Distractions. Distractions. Distractions.
there's the 'makes-me-forget-to-study' songs..
then there's the non-stop-multiplying homweork,
and tuition, and events at school.
speaking of events, MONDAY!
have to read the school rules during assembly.
Ohhh crap, sometimes, it sucks being class monitor ):
ohh ya, speaking of class monitor,
am gonna get my tag on MONDAY, too.
Aiyohh, that means, on stage twice? Eakkk :S
Wish me luck ohkay. Lol!

i have to admit, this year's co-curricular meetings
Suckeddd lah. suddenly everything's like
so, unfair. and i mean seriously, it's like
everyone boycott to do that to me!?
The same stupid excuse, everywhere i go.
but, u know what? whatever lah,
the thought of it kills me, so yeah!
Whatt? Nothing..... *winks*

recently, i've been having this stupid feeling,
of being left out. but sometimes, i know,
it's me, the one who doesn't want to go near.
Well, i have my reasons.

Mood for the week : Bad. don't ask why.