fantasy or nightmare?

first of all, i'm really, really fascinated by
the possibilities of knowing people far far away from fb.
somehow distanced friends are sooo nice.
But , i seriously didn't think that i'll end up
in such a big chaos, or should i say NIGHTMARE?

Not long ago, this nice human added me on fb.
yeahh, i made a mistake by giving too much details.
people say im stupid, but why do i ignore them?
am i just too stubborn to care? or was i defending you?
three words, i don't know lah. *sigh*
Getting to know this particular human was,
as i would like to say, a fantasy.
because i felt so comfortable around you.

but the nightmare began when i got to know her?
Nooooo ! Love her ! She's nice, like him.
Same bday date as me some more,
that's just so so awesome ! cuz i finally found ONE !
Anywayyyyyyys,
they're both nice to me,
but both WERE strangers to me? who cares.
the thing is, they're both madly in love with each other.
And i came in and ruined it? SO NOT MY INTENTION, LAH !
if i knew it earlier, i would had never interfered !
interfering, is just sooooo not darshika.
Dah lah both were strangers to me, now turned close frens.
and and dah lah, they're so far from me and,
aku budak kl woi =x AIYOK.

i won't interfere.
i just want to help.
how i wish i could just write their names here.
better just stick with their initials.

N & S !! please get back together.
u know ur feelings for each other very well.
So, just forget the past !! =D !!
I love you, BOTH very much.
I have to say, knowing the two of you,
is of course the sweetesttt thing of my life.



praying hard.
(=