sometimes,

who knew that the worst things in life
could be happening right there, beside you?
all the time, and you couldn't realise it?
now...
finally, you n0ticed it, but it's too late !
you're trapped in those lies and cant get out,
when you scream your lungs off,
there isnt anyone who hears you, cuz who cares?
when you care for them, they dont see it?
and when they care for you, you dont see it?

what's this?
L-I-F-E?
i hope not !

i tried new things, new friends, new people.
trying to ERASE my horrible yet sweet past.
but i cant, i just cant ! it was tooooo sweeeet ! ]:
although the present is rather sweet,
they aren't as sweet as you.
i know i stil want my past dreams to come true.
every single challenge i went through,
i got over em' with pride, and now i know
there's only one THING that makes me happy.
the ONE, and only. no one else is able
to replace you, the precious thing.
you're just, irreplaceable.

i hope for a change,
i hope for no regrets,
i want to start all over again.
care to join me?

[:

sorry, for all my mistakes.
forget the past, please ! ]:
and, just giv me another chance.

my life, totally out of place right now.
the more i think about next year,
the more sad-er i become ]:

s0bs.