Words sp0ken.

i don't know why.
but somehow i feel like letting it out.
though, i won't make it obvious, due to some privacy circumstances.
well, here it goes...

1 year 5 months, and still going. yes.
that's difinitely a long duration, if you asked me.
Well, what am i up to? * sighs *

i've got no idea.
i know it's something many
people do when they reach this age.
but, why do i feel like i'm just wasting my time?
Was it all a waste? o.0?

They say you're good.
i agree with them. I know you are.
but the way you're treating me...
it's more like you're from another world.

going high when i shouldn't ;
missing you when i shouldn't ;
thinking about you when i shouldn't ;
asking about you ?
knowing about you ?
KNOWING YOU ?
was it all a waste? Nothing but, a waste ?

I want to let go.




D:

But im determined.
i believe im strong !
i will carry on...
please wake up !
and realise how much i want you.

sry, for my mistakes.