i always thought..

being alone is tough.
although I'm technically not alone.
it feels like when I'm out there standing
on this humongous earth,
I'm the only one there.
Confused& Complicated.
the world is BIG and yet i
don't know where to go.
why should i have such feelings?

i don't want to be left out.
i'm losing parts of me.
i cant smile like i used to.
i want to change.
CHANGE.
because of these unfairness
which haunts me day and night.


currently missing ,
eunice ):
i really wish you're right here
beside me this second.
yi ling
far far awayyy. s0bs.
mei kee
near but feels like a thousand miles away.
chee enn
xin lei

my life doesn't rock like it it used to.
guess it's better kept past tensed.
imissmylife.