...

fcking not alright .

It's the end.

Was so excited to online,
wanted to chat with Viknesh, rindu doh.
But when i opened fb,
all my hopes went away.
JUST LIKE THAT,
and i repeat,
JUST LIKE THAT!

Sometimes, it's hard to get what u want.
it's also sometimes never possible to reach close to it.
But i have to be strong :) i know i can.
the feeling of being played,
is f***ing horrrrrible, u heard me.
* tears at eyes, fyi *
Okay , listen , it's really horrible .

u know wht ?
im not gonna talk about it .
Bye , im sry readers !

Shall be better in time .
I need you now,
Eunice !
Michelle !
Bowie !
Maggie !
Ennie !
Yuss !
Viknesh ! (thanks for making me smile)
Era & Rajes , the most ! :((
Syera :D
ohhh, i need u guys! PLEASE!

Serious timeee.

It's time to get serious,
Mid-term's in 5 days time.
Prepared? No.
Studied? No.
Touched any books? Nope.
WHY? I've been busy designing the class tee.
I love it but I've been online-ing oh-so much.
Mom even tried to take the laptop away from me
WHEN i was using it, mom, awesomeness! :S

So, it's a must,

a commitment,

That i have to do.

Why yes,

it's time to..

READ! READ! and, READ!

So, that's that about my studies.

Have to be more focused :) Yes, I will!

Yesterday (Thursday), was an awesomazing day for me.

The question 'Why' is not allowed at the moment :P

Just one word, Happpppppy! :)

I know i did my very, very best!

And I hope the results will be great.

*praying hard, as always*

Today(Friday), was a day full with ups and downs.

i wasn't even sure whether i was happy or sad.

I couldn't even differentiate between the two feelings.

First of all, i'd love to dedicate this to my classmates.

You guys are definitely awesome in the

'Go Green Campaign-newspaper-collecting-thingy'

Can you imagine, 180+kg in just 3days? Awesome, is what i'd say.

But i truly apologise about the merit-issue. Sighs.

Wonder what happened to Ms Khoo,

she used to be so kind, even Pn Anzie said so.

Anyways, glad that Era and I told Pn Yong

and the headmistress about it :) Problem Solved.

Then, I had to snap some pics for Kerja Amal,
with Era, Rajes and WJ.
Looked back at the pics in my cam,
and couldn't stop laughing, because
it didn't look much like we were doing anything GOOD?
LOL. Though, a bit a bit ada lah :D

Rushed to LM with Era and Rajes after that,
to get presents for the teachers for Teacher's Day :))
wanted to get them photo frames, but expensive lah weh.
My class is sooooo broke :S Lmao.
so ended up getting the teachers keychains.
Cute, but suits you all or not? It's for you to decide :D


Rushed to Martin later. Had no class actually,
but entered Physics, Anwar, Anwar, Anwar..
My fingers are numb because of you. Lol.
Once you get to know what i'm talking about,
Good Luck and have fun :))
Cheh, yingyi got flexible hand verr. Ahem2.


:))

Mom ♥

to all the moms out there,

A mother's love determines how
We love ourselves and others.
There is no sky we'll ever see
Not lit by that first love.
Stripped of love, the universe
Would drive us mad with pain;
But we are born into a world
That greets our cries with joy.

How much I owe you for the kiss
That told me who I was!
The greatest gift--a love of life--
Lay laughing in your eyes.

Because of you my world still has
The soft grace of your smile;
And every wind of fortune bears
The scent of your caress.

i ♥ you, mommy! [:

Owhhhhh )):

My darlings fell ill .
both of them , at the same time .
horrible is what i'd say .

Anyways, Get Well Soon ♥ ♥ :D

Why do i feel like we're falling apart?
Why do i have a sense of regret?
Is he the only right one for me,
even if i can never have him?
I've forgotten him, moving on..
because of, you.
But, Whyyyyyyyy?
U know ily )):

:)

OHHHHH. ♥

today was a fairytale-NOT! :P :P

Well, it was lah, but some people buat kecoh -___-

Had Addmaths at Martin today :)

some of the most unexpected things happened.

He sat with me :D :D

While waiting for class to begin,

Harri Gari suddenly asked me to lend him my phone,

obviously, i refused, PRIVACY weh.

Reluctantly, he asked for my pencil case instead.

i didn't want to lend him that either,

because i had no idea why he wanted it.

But he was DESPERATE, so he asked,

Phone or Pencil Case?

I was like, ohkayy, handing him my precious pencil case ♥

I REGRETTED!

idk what Harri and Rafiq was doing with it, suddenly,

The badge on my pencil case came off,

The pin of the badge bent,

The teddy bear keychain came off,

The hook broke ):

* see picture *

Anyways, pengecoh-pengecoh yg aku SAYANG,

next time, be nice to my things, PLEASE!

So, when class started..

i knew it wasn't gonna be alright.

Ever since Umaas knew my name,

he started making it a habit to bully me.

So since i was sitting with him,

he thought we're err, together!? WhatTheHell :\

so he gave us those so called wicked smile,

Gahhhhhhhhhhhhh :S UMAASSSSSSSS!

Though, I liked today, quite a lot.

That one hour 15 minutes with you,

was awesomazing. I really wish hard,

That we could be together :) ♥

Sad right? i know.

Updateeeee!

Ohhhhh bloggie,
my dearest bloggie,
i didn't mean to abandon you, but what-to-do,
by now, u should be aware that your owner is,
LAZYYYYYY ;P *laughs*

sooooo, i've got tonnes of things to say,
first and foremost, i will start with

my studies.
One - There's a huge drop in all my science subjects!
and this is definitely worrying me. :(
science, used to be my strongest subjects,
but what is happening to me?
* i already know the answer , obviously *

Two - i think i'm officially infected by this
'so called' Open-book-then-sleep disease.
i know it's common among us, YOUNG people,
but i hate it i hate it I HATE IT. i feel like i'm a living LOG!
i'm alive, but i want to sit like a block of wood,
and just do one thing, SLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEP -___-
is there a cure for this? if there is, TELL ME! please.

my music life.
One - Ahhhhh, so many awesome songs are out now.
I'm just soooo in loveee with the radio.
Wow, i sound so insane. chewah. i admit :P
so, yeah, speaking of the awesome songs.
here's some highly recommended songs.

♥ What you waiting for - Mizz Nina ft Coldy o' Donis
* Tel me u ♥ me *
♥ Break your heart - Taio Cruz
* don't worry, i wont break yours *
♥ If we ever meet again - Timbaland ft Katy Perry
* owh, we will meet *
♥ All i ever wanted - Kelly Clarkson
* you you you ! *
♥ Eenie Meenie - Sean Kingston ft Justin Bieber
♥ Solo - Iyaz
* i dont want to walk this earth, solo *
and list goes on... :)

Two - The guitar in my sister's room is calling me.
Yeah, that metallic blue accoustic guitar is attracting me.
WJ brought her bro's guitar to school, to learn.
And then, Dymphna brought hers too.
I dont know how they make it a trend,
but i wanna learn too, :)
still deciding. aku kan malas? kena think twice first.

my awesomazing friends.
One - Pity Maggie, why? her baby TutTut left her,
I guess God wants TutTut more than her :)
Bought a small soft toy with ennie,
Just For Her ♥ Dear, you know we cant bear
to see the tears in your eyes.
Glad you were touched, and tht u liked it.
Cheer up, sweetie! And, get a guinea pig soon kay.

Two - JOEYYYY ! :D
i know i've been leaving you a lot, this week.
u know i didn't mean to do that.
it's just that, ironically, i had so much to tell
Era and my gf/bf this week, so yeah,
leaving you alone, was something i had no intention to do.
and, also, i realised that place is very very cooling.
what a strategic place, right below the fan.
im hot kan, so please excuse me, dear! jkjk.
anyways, i'll be back ohkay :) No worries.

Three - The party at my house
First of all, Thanks to those who came!
Maggie, Ennie, Era, Rajes, Inez, May Koon, Kar Yen,
Germaine, Sarah, Ling Wei, Man Kay, Ying Yi,
Lee Chee, Shook Yeng and Komala. ♥
I hope that all of you had a blast, cuz i know i did.
and to those who couldn't make it,
it's okayyyyyyyyy! there's always next year!
and to those who recieved the homemade cookies,
hope that you guys liked 'em :)

Four - Met Kar Yan quite a few times ady.
Gosh, i really really miss her, miss her until
i humiliated myself in public. LOL.
On the way back home, at the lrt station,
i was going in, and suddenly someone called me,
was her, she was going out, but i ran to her,
to give her a hug, i wanted to leave the train..
But, she insisted that i get on the train..
the door was about to close, and everyone was looking..
Ohhhh, MALU TAU! ): ): still, i rushed into the train.
Being super embarassed, and i mean it. Hahhh!
though, it was worth it. anything for you, sweetie! imy.

my secret life.
Ohhh? mysterious, i know.
it's me to know, and for you to find out.
though, some of you already know.
well, after that incident, i concentrated more
on my second love. And last week,
i had something on :) Shhhh. Lmao.
it's not like u know what was it. *evil smile*
so, more about the something..
It was my very very FIRST time.
Nerve-wrecking, yeah, who wouldn't?
But it all ended in a blink of an eye.
recieved GREAT comments, unexpected,
but i was really really happy, of course.

my loveee life.
* Ooo ~ JUICY *
ROFLMAO.
you think i'm gonna talk about it here?
In your dreams lah, maybe.
Only ask me if you're really interested :)
To him : i really hope it works out between us.
because im really into you. everything about you.

Finally, i'm done with this post.
:)