ughh.

i want my life back. =x
haa ! what an awkward sentence.
it's not even like im about to lose my
PRECIOUS life or something.
Ohh well, im just so confuse.
still confused.

)=

eunice texted me last night.
it made me smile, finally !
i've been so emotionless lately.
ish2. why o why ~
glad i told eunice everything, and i mean
EVERYTHING. xD.

♥ eunice ! thanks for the absolutely great advices !

Tiring giler lah at school T.T
i wanna be that sleeping piggy again lah !
wth ~! D:

Sighs, s0 gonna g0 crazy with my ph0ne.
i typed a super, duper long msg and *p0of*
it g0es missing ! ): and i have to re-type it all overrrrrrr agaaaaaiiinnnn.
Mommyyyy ! i want a new ph0ne which can put tw0 sim cards lah! xD. LOL. can i?

Wheee, baru siap my longlonglong-time-din-do punya sej n0ta.
YESHYESH ! but, n0w hav t0 rush back my chem and bi0 n0te.
wth lah ! u tau ape tu LAZY tak? Ugghhhhhhhh D: sedihnyerrr.

Anyways, g0tta add an0ther friend on my sept-bday-list xD.
♥ happpyyyy birthdayyyy, wongpuikei ! ^^

now, i have a thousand of question marks on my head lah.
someone, help me, please ! D:

haven't met you yet.

I'm not surprised,

Not everything lasts,

I tried so very hard not to loose it ;

I came up with a million excuses,

I thought I thought of every possibility ;

And I know that we can be so amazing,

And baby, your love is gonna change me,

And now I can see every possibility ;

♥

Somehow I know that it’ll all turn out,

You'll make me work so we can work to work it out,

And promise you kid, I'll give so much more than I get,

I just haven't met you yet. ]:

STOP ! shouldn't it be you haven't met me yet?

yeaaa. i guess so ;P

adapted from the song

haven't met you yet by michael buble.

listen to it ;D.

I'm so confused.

confused with a mixture of thoughts.

it's rather disturbing but

i guess, i cant UNstick you from my mind.

what happened to the outgoing me?

why am i so mooooooody?

eeeeaaaakkk ~

i'll be fine, i hope !! i really hope hard.

school again tomorrow.

Ughhh, LAZY to go lah.

need to go tuition pulak tu? ):

so-gonna be broke tomorrow ;

Ohhhhh mannnn T.T

duit tersayang aku !!

♥ hoping for THE sms .

♥ wanna know whats next !

♥ tel me if i owe you an apology, please !

♥ when's the finals lah? ishhh !

buh-bye now!

unbelievable.

i slept at 4am last night mann.

and i wasn't tired, at all !

even now im hyped out lah!

what the hell was wrong with me??

well, i was falling in love ♥

the new guy,

nice ; sweet ; funny ; friendly ;

having feelings for me?

aiyoyoks. what should i do?

but who knew,

we chat chat chat `

and slowly,

we had some chemistry going on..

i ironically fell for him, too.

but, something went wrong.

although i stil like him,

that 3rd person kinda ruined it.

i don't know, but im not angry of anyone ;

in fact, im in love with TWO guys?

Ohhh goshhhh `

but, how could i be such a jerk?

i am loyal.

i know i am.

therefore my decision...

i LOVE [ mr new guy in my life ], as my bestest guy fren ever!!!

i like him [ mr considered-old guy in my life ] cuz im loyal

and mr new guy is willing to sacrifise and help me..

conclusion :

♥ MR NEW GUY !! it doesn't matter that now i've made up my mind

i know, i stil like you, not only as my fren...

i don't regret liking you, at all !!!

thoughts that really hunt me.

teehee. [:

Finally, i'm here to update my blog.
Let me see, im sure this person's happy...
Han Chee Enn Y
haaaa ! Am i not right? Ngek Ngek ;P.

Soooooo,
I just realised i've got many friends' birthday this month.
Too many, i suppose? why so coincident punyer arrr? i've got no idea.
Anyways,
happy belated birthday to
° pui quan
° siEwtEng [:
° ka ye
° jenning
° yusrina ( the sakai )
° syahirah

and happy birthday in advance to
° wei jing

that's all for birthdays. ain't gonna talk much about it
cuz it reminds me of money reduction! Aiks. ]:

Exammmm `
aikss, even the word gives me the creeps lah. damn !
i'm supposed to be studying now. xD
why am i not? i even edited my blog skin.
rajinnyer -.- ish ! im gonna be dead meat, soon.
Ohhh Gawddd D:
someone help me, please !

Funnnnn `
23rd sept ;
out with ky.
wyeeeeeeeeeee.
shop for graduation clothes, wait, not mine.. hers !
hahaha. walked the whole day. tired giler lorhh.
that small size pulak wanna walk fast, tau lah
short small size people can walk fast. LOL.
And, wows. my eyes were widened when i saw the prices
of the clothes !! Oh gosh ` SERIOUSLY EXPENSIVE !
how do boys shop lah this days? -.- OMG !
Haihhh, walking made me sleepy =x
of course lah, slept late ; wake up early ma ! sakai punyerr ;P.

lessons learned :
` request those SMALL SIZE people to walk slower
` never under estimate boys' attire ! they look HOT ^^
` never out too early
WANNA OUT AGAINNNNNN ;D

g0tta jadi piggy now.
gd nite !

darling, dont be sad for a useless person.

too many words.

Bloggie ! Im back ;D. LOL.
Awww, i missed you. hahahaha !
What a busy two weeks it was. Phewwww xD.
And, i couldnt online therefore,
buka mata besar2 as i've got lots t0 say ^^

Last Thursday.
went to yang guang with that big big gang lor..
it has now become my routine to go 'see them eat' hahaha !
no lah, i just follow them cuz i wanna see... eunice !
hahaha ! And, of course i did see her. LOVE HER TO THE MAX !
while waiting at the lrt station, i was bored.. as usual ~
haihhh ` but when the sri petaling train passed by,
i saw a guy waving to me ~
First impression : Who's that ? xD
Second impression : Aiyokkk. stupid sun glares ! i cant see clearly lah !
Third impression (finally) : Ohhh! LiewFuBin ! hahaha.
the guy who sat with me in standard6.
sure was glad to see him, although not-so-clearly );
hope to see him again ^^

Monday.
Received the CLASS PHOTOS from pn n0razah.
first pic ~ aiyoyo, why so serious -.-
second pic ~ STUPID ASSES ): kinda disliked the pic.
third pic ~ tribute to mj? tak semacam pun? eleh.
but, i have to say 4intan memang pun different..
once a SAKAI, always a sakai =x wth ~!
ps/ joey ! u're lucky u werent in it. trust me ;P.

ntg much happened actually but i do remember one incident ;
during physics at martin.
my one and only word that could describe that incident is
FUIYYOOOO ~!
Anwar, i meant Cikgu Anwar actually became seriously angry of us
since many students came late and s0me werent paying attention.
he said he didnt wanna c0ntinue the hot topic he was teaching..
mann, i thought he was kidding until he took the duster
and erased everything written on the board ! Wows ~
kesian cikgu anwar. )=

cried when i got home,
obviously it had ntg to do with the anwar incident lah..
some other prob, but solved ^^

Tuesday.
morning ` was a not-so-good day.
thanks to ME MYSELF and I ~ for being such a ben dan (idiot).
night ` THE BEST DAY NIGHT OF MY LIFE !!
yeaaaaa! seriously. every burden erased. THANKS DEAR ! (:
hahahaha ~! i love my sayang! A LOT, TOO MUCH !

Wednesday.
i was happy + happy + HAPPY ! ;D.
* grins *

Today.
WOW WOW WOW ~
i like it ! why? i walked a lot !
no lah, thats not the actual reason ~
but there were some reasons ;D.
one of em `
when i was going up the rapid kl bus ~
eunice was going out !!!! Thank God she saw me and
i saw her ;P. OHHHHH` i love her too muchhhheeeee !
Then go find her again, wyeeeee ! my heart's with her xD. LOL!
btw, ky, thx for pui-ing (:

Now?
preparing for tomorrow.
but legs aching. ishhh `
what to do what to do xD.
SLEEP LO ^^

utterly ANNOYED.

mommy,
being accused ain't funny.
i hate it ! yes, I HATE IT !
this chaos have been going on
for 3days now. that's SICK !
and you cant get over it still?
i didnt touch anything.
how could you blame me?
i admit lah,
stubborn = me
always sms = me
rude = me
manners-less = me

but, this has NOTHING to do with me.
read the word, NOTHING !
stop it, mommy. please !

999..ring ring ~ LAME? yeaa.

LAME !
see the title of my p0st pun tau
something's wrong with me xD. for n0w, that is.

currently suffering from flu and insanity.
Well, yea, i have been sneezing, A LOT and i mean A LOT!!
ask the one beside me and behind me. they're the victims! hahahahaha!
apparently, i'm the one contaminating the class ): wu.
sorry lo. s0me0ne's missing me too much, i guess.
wonder who is it. ngek ngek.

let's c0ntinue with [ lame ].
straight t0 the p0int.
read the c0nversation below (pn n0r aziah, kai ling and me)
happened during bi0 peri0d.

Kai Ling : Teacher ! It should be blah3... (cant rmb)
Teacher : Ohhh yes h0r, this shows that you all are alert, not sleepy. good ! =D.
Class : Uhhmm, yeaa. -.-
Teacher : But, darshika, why didn't you tell me?
Me : Errrrr, well, i was blur, i think.
Teacher : Ohh, but recently, the weather's good. No haze and there's heavy rain.
How can you be blur?
Me : * SPEECHLESS *

Lame right? hahahaha.


DAMN IT ~
why muz the final year exam start on the 6th?
n0t n0vember tau, its OCTOBER !!
and thats like, errrrr... 28 days from now??
Ohhhh syhttttt. T.T

Anyways,
happy 999 ! ^^