what the IKAN - -

i hated today, ohkay?
AHHHHHHHHHHH ~
i wanna scream, seriously.
that's the only help i want.

started off the day quite well,
as said, had to give a speech about
the school rules during assembly,
i spoke with guts,
i sopke with pride,
i spoke with confidence,
But, i spoke too fast? Hahh! :)

Anyways, moving on,
i had my basketball training today,
and, two words, it sucked.
first of all, i admit lah i couldnt understand
the concept that the coach was teaching us.
but i did tell out, i was like,
I AM BLUR! I AM BLUR!
but what the heck, i had to Stayyy Blurrr.
As a result, the coach caught all my mistakes - -
Obviously, it was because my mistakes were too obvious!
Helloooo, like i said, I WAS BLUR! ): ):
And then, when the training was over,
the coach lectured us, as usual :S
but this time, damn, i wanted to cry!
cant remember the exact words he said, but,
One, im not officially in the school basketball team, yet.
Two, im afraid i wont be chosen ):
Three, if im not chosen, not only did i waste my time on
these trainings, but i also abandoned my Rumah Sukan
for NOTHING! and i mean NOTHING! T.T
Four, i've build up my muscles for the worst!
( some of u may not understand )

My wish ,
- i will be in the school basketball team 2o1o.
- Sprenger, my rumah sukan will be champion for 2o1o.

):

yeah, you make me smile ;)

Received a text message from

an unknown number ,

but i recognised the way the person texts .

conversation between me and the unknown,

Unknown : Hey dar , blh knl tk ?

dh lama sy nk knl awk tpi smlm baru dpt num awk .

[ i was bathing , and when i came back ]

2 missed calls - - Lol.

Me : ohh ? sape nie lah ?

Unknown : tk thu ke ? sy la .

Me : Ntah lh, sape weh?

Unknown : Suria. okay ? blh knl ?

Me : Hahaha, yus ke?

Unknown : sape yus ?

Me : aiyo, sape nie?

Unknown : Suria lah. tk p'caya ke ?

Me : Tak! awk yus kan?

Unknown : Hahaha.

Me : yes! sy betul!

Funny girl, indeed. hahaha!

Though, memang manyak sayang her lah :)

and, yeah, the unknown was Yusrina :)

Last post for tonight.

Bowie
Hope your hand gets better soon.
And, i really, really miss you.

Kar Yan
So glad we chatted just now.
Friends for life. Love you much!
the someone misses you a lot ohkay :P
the someone is me - -

Eunice
get to see you after a month,
this is just so depressing.
but u know ily, dear! xoxo! imy! ): ):

someone
Where are you? T.T

Anyways, people!
27th Feb!
if you're free,
come to my school!
there's a Mini Carnival!
and you're invited! :P
please, ask me for more info k.

specially for,

for the someone,
who asked me that question.
u know who you are..

Well, honestly,
yeah, u changed.
i cant seem to know how,
but im sure, u changed.
positively, sure!

be yourself,
the normal you.
u know i love you.
u're the one who's always
by my side, when i need you.
yeah, you! so please don't change.
i cant afford to hate you :(

curious, to know.

BFF ? :)

Hell yeah, im flattered.

who wouldn't?

that, was what i wanted.

and you know so.

But, i dont think that's

how i'm treated by you. Right?

Tell me, what's on your mind D:

though, sometimes, i wonder,

why do i care? o.O

apologies?

Hello world !
i know, lama tak update, i know ;P
been busy lah, what to do? just kidding.
been LAZY ohkay. sounds better right? hahh!

Soooo, well,
had a really chaotic week lah.
ups and downs , as usual .
i think i'm starting to have some issues with,
Myself ): ):
Why? First, i think i've become hot-tempered..
make that SIZZLING-hot-tempered.
and, i think i tend to get really, really frust..
really, really FAST! and over small things. Why~o~why?

hmmm, shall talk about my exam results.
well, i hate the fact that i scored HALF the marks
of my Maths paper for my Add Maths paper. What the hell lah.
Why? they're both numbers.. right? Lol (:
Must work harder ady lah, no playplay.
Easier said than done.
Distractions. Distractions. Distractions.
there's the 'makes-me-forget-to-study' songs..
then there's the non-stop-multiplying homweork,
and tuition, and events at school.
speaking of events, MONDAY!
have to read the school rules during assembly.
Ohhh crap, sometimes, it sucks being class monitor ):
ohh ya, speaking of class monitor,
am gonna get my tag on MONDAY, too.
Aiyohh, that means, on stage twice? Eakkk :S
Wish me luck ohkay. Lol!

i have to admit, this year's co-curricular meetings
Suckeddd lah. suddenly everything's like
so, unfair. and i mean seriously, it's like
everyone boycott to do that to me!?
The same stupid excuse, everywhere i go.
but, u know what? whatever lah,
the thought of it kills me, so yeah!
Whatt? Nothing..... *winks*

recently, i've been having this stupid feeling,
of being left out. but sometimes, i know,
it's me, the one who doesn't want to go near.
Well, i have my reasons.

Mood for the week : Bad. don't ask why.