imy, iny, ily.

i miss you.

i need you.

and well yeah,

i love you.

♥

something i shouldn't talk about.

let's keep things short, simple and perfect.

20/21 november,
is my LAST DAY of school for the year
and also the MOST unacceptable-but-trying-to-accept ,
LAST DAY of my feelings for you.

finally had my second chance.
i appreciated it very much,
but i really pray hard
that we could be best friends.
liking you was the greatest but hardest thing to do..
however, loosing my feelings on you is
the worse and hardest thing to do [am trying hard]

we're both sorrryyy.
we're both forgiven.
i lost mine, u stil hav yours.
Sooooo, i wish u good luck [:

u know, i stil like you.
am stil single and not-sure-wht-to-do.
Hahahahahaha ;P.


♥

blogggiiiee !

Bloggieeeee !

i miss you xD.

hahahaha.

i have been updating my

twitter that i have not

updated my blog. ooops.

im such a trait0r. LMAO.

Anyways, going to school tomorrow.

got this workshop thingy to attend.

just gonna have fun [:

nyehhh.

I MISS HIM ]:

3pekas to rushhhh. gawdd.

TWEEEEET ;D.

PEOPLE !

i just started twitter !

currently noob with it.

still, y0u can follow me aite.

[:

www.twitter.com/miszydarr

coughing ):

sometimes,

who knew that the worst things in life
could be happening right there, beside you?
all the time, and you couldn't realise it?
now...
finally, you n0ticed it, but it's too late !
you're trapped in those lies and cant get out,
when you scream your lungs off,
there isnt anyone who hears you, cuz who cares?
when you care for them, they dont see it?
and when they care for you, you dont see it?

what's this?
L-I-F-E?
i hope not !

i tried new things, new friends, new people.
trying to ERASE my horrible yet sweet past.
but i cant, i just cant ! it was tooooo sweeeet ! ]:
although the present is rather sweet,
they aren't as sweet as you.
i know i stil want my past dreams to come true.
every single challenge i went through,
i got over em' with pride, and now i know
there's only one THING that makes me happy.
the ONE, and only. no one else is able
to replace you, the precious thing.
you're just, irreplaceable.

i hope for a change,
i hope for no regrets,
i want to start all over again.
care to join me?

[:

sorry, for all my mistakes.
forget the past, please ! ]:
and, just giv me another chance.

my life, totally out of place right now.
the more i think about next year,
the more sad-er i become ]:

s0bs.

wyeee ;D.

happppyyy bdayyyyy

my sis and meikeeeeee.

(:

hope the two of y0u

wil hav a blast aite.

dreams c0me true !

loves y0u b0th.

;P

lalalala.

somehow,

i'm utterly, happy.

weird kan?

i think so, too.

heh heh heh.

[:

dad ! it's your day !

dad's birthday today.

wyeeeeee (:

happyyy birthdayyyy !

always be happy.

wish you good health,

good wealth,

and long life !

loveee ♥

ur daughter.

After i came back from school today,

i had my lunch and went straight

to bed, Aw, im such a cute piggy -.-

i slept for err, almost 4hours !

WOW. i was really sleepy ei.

sis tried to wake me up but failed,

i tried to get off my bed to

take my shower, too but

failed, too? ironic huh?

wanna know what was bugging me?

I had like 'chemical reactions' on my mind.

what the hell kan? xD.

chemis made me go crazy.

10 squared.

100th post ! ♥
wyyeeee, this's my 1ooth post.
let's celebrateeee ! -.- boooo~

Anyways,
one horrible week of exam finally over.
but there's still one more week to gooooo.
had 10 papers and i think i screwed errr,
say, 8 of them ! Gawddd ! someone help me !
Who should i blame? myself?
eh, hey ! i studied super duper hard wei xD. LOL.
but the facts just couldnt get in. *winks*

Todays' chemis paper sucked ! Why ?
i suck in calculations ! its not that im bad
with numbers but wth ! i just couldnt understand
the calculations in chemis ! D:
Strictly need AID for CHEMIS !! wuu.
somebody call 911 !

Oh and bio ? xlak mata mau tengok ar ! Gahhh !
it was on the same day as sej ! Both memorising subjects ?
Excuse me, my brain is just capable to save SOME FACTS,
NOT ALL, especially not BORING STUFF -.-
Had history first, well, i didn't leave it blank so that
was okay and i did have some confidence although i did
crap, err, quite a lot ! xD. hahahaha. Then,
had bio after recess. WHAT THE HELL !
i was so prepared with bio but after the history
test, MEMORY DELETED? i think ~
effect : I SCREWED my bio paper -.-



speechless.

study = fail.

finals starts..
TOMORROW !
and, what am i doing here?
online-ing... haaaa !
WOIII ! SHITTTT LAH !
i x takut ke? darn it !

):

bm paper 1
eng paper 1
and sivic tomorrow..
Aiks. 4 essays to write?
Ohhh mannn ~
im so gonna be dead lah.

no updates for 1o days.

don't miss me aite.

(:

Rules for these 1o days..

- no online-ing

- no text messaging ( till crazy )

- no music

- no going crazy ):

- no cacat punya budaks

♥ imy , ily .

eunice . karyan . michelle . bowie . xinlei .

meikee . cheeenn . joey . siewteng . nisha .

yuss . wj . wimbawab . ts . him . her . whatever .