Finally.

yea. you heard me.
FINALLY....
what did i do huh?
blog again of course.
I've been really lethargic lately.
still don't know my reason?
hahaha. it actually means LAZY.
now you get it ( :


Actually i've got gazzilion things to say BUT... its too personal.
HAAA ! im serious ya. Told my sayangs about it though. GRINS.
Anyways, did anyone realise how fast time's flying?
it's already the 29th ! i mean w0ah ! alm0st one m0nth over?
and it's already the f0urth day of cny ? WOW ;D
but, did anyone else realise i sound so AWKWARD...
why the hell am i crapping?
well actually...
I'M FRIGGIN BORED right now.
finally g0t t0 install msn in laptop BUT couldnt text
my dear dear sayangs. NO CREDIT lah ! Damn It ) :
not only my phone credit-less wo, mom's too, sis's too.
dad's low -.- What coincidence right ?

i am so sad cuz im missing my sayangs ♥

*skype sound*
YiLing!!!!! ( :
AHHHHHH.
im s0 happy. TrustMe. IWas ^^
Still Far Apart Though. Gurl, IMissYou.

Oh well,
chatting with her right now..
lost my bored0m dy. heees.

BUT...
i still miss my sayangs
[ ♥ ]
eunice.
karyan.
chee enn.
xinlei.

a girl trying to be happy.

this picture describes what

i'm talking about very well.

well all this while,

i've been cheering with joy,

n0w im only cheering because im

forced to. i dislike it. no! i hate it.

actually i'm trying my hardest

to make everything back to normal.

but why cant i do it? it's like no one hears me.

but until i've started being addicted to

NgKarYan.

as in texting her... ^^

well, i could say i've become better.

this blog's actually just for her.

i know some where, some how..

i had to let her know how important she is to me.

and how thankful am i for her to help me so much.

this's her. i just love this pic (:

actually i've known her for 7 years now.
we were tuition buddies although we were
one year different. Of course that did not stop
our friendship in anyway. ironic huh?
well, i just wanna thank her a million and
i love her much much much ^^
frienddds f0r life yar.
y0u r0ck my dear !

loves andand kisses !

(:

i always thought..

being alone is tough.
although I'm technically not alone.
it feels like when I'm out there standing
on this humongous earth,
I'm the only one there.
Confused& Complicated.
the world is BIG and yet i
don't know where to go.
why should i have such feelings?

i don't want to be left out.
i'm losing parts of me.
i cant smile like i used to.
i want to change.
CHANGE.
because of these unfairness
which haunts me day and night.


currently missing ,
eunice ):
i really wish you're right here
beside me this second.
yi ling
far far awayyy. s0bs.
mei kee
near but feels like a thousand miles away.
chee enn
xin lei

my life doesn't rock like it it used to.
guess it's better kept past tensed.
imissmylife.