Words sp0ken.

i don't know why.
but somehow i feel like letting it out.
though, i won't make it obvious, due to some privacy circumstances.
well, here it goes...

1 year 5 months, and still going. yes.
that's difinitely a long duration, if you asked me.
Well, what am i up to? * sighs *

i've got no idea.
i know it's something many
people do when they reach this age.
but, why do i feel like i'm just wasting my time?
Was it all a waste? o.0?

They say you're good.
i agree with them. I know you are.
but the way you're treating me...
it's more like you're from another world.

going high when i shouldn't ;
missing you when i shouldn't ;
thinking about you when i shouldn't ;
asking about you ?
knowing about you ?
KNOWING YOU ?
was it all a waste? Nothing but, a waste ?

I want to let go.




D:

But im determined.
i believe im strong !
i will carry on...
please wake up !
and realise how much i want you.

sry, for my mistakes.

i hate it as much as you do.

im back, bloggie ! it has been a while ;D

anyways, first,
i wanna talk about this idiotic chaos
between two classes !
Why the hell should two classes, side by side,
start a war when everything was alright ?

i blame you, you blame me ?
WTH !? Whyyyyyy ?
why do we, yes, why do WE hav to be so IMMATURE ?
i dun get it ! both sides din copy one another,
WE JUST HAVE THE SAME BRAIN !
so, what the hell !!!???
Just accept the fact that 'satu suara' is a good song,
and COINCIDENTLY, we chose the same song?

Haihhh .
Now, i only support myself !
Haaaaaaaaa ! im sick xD.
the best team wins ! Argh .

secondly,
i wanna talk about..
SYMPTOMS WHEN HAVING A BROKEN HEART .
funnyyyy? try being me ! i was the victim !
hahahaha . my physics teacher, pn syakilah started this topic..

Anyways, i cant quite remember what are the symptoms..

# 1 - CRAZY ^^
# 2 - forgetful
# 3 - LAZyyyy. haaa !
# 4 - screams a lot ?

got more, but cant rmb -.-

Lastly,
lately, I'm lacking of sleep !
so freaking busy preparing for those
merdeka season stuff ! ish .
i wan my sleep back ! T^T

=.=zzz

wyeee `

• happy birthday mommy ! •
m0m's birthday today ! yay !
made a birthday card for her .
eleh , so simple =\ at least got something lah . heee .

Anyways,
m0mmy,
i kn0w i may be SWEEEEET..
i kn0w i may be CARING..
i kn0w i may be LOVELY..
i kn0w i may be FORGIVING..
well, i have this characteristics
because i got them from YOU !
plus ,
i kn0w i may be h0t tempered at times xD
Like i said, i'm sure i got it from y0u xD. jkjk !

I love you, mommy ! ♥.
Good health , Long Life !
Always be Happy ! (;

[ losing my v0ice ] wuu .

3 words .

NoNoNo, not i love you (=
hahaha. Be patient, wait til i finish this post.

Well, receieved a text from joyee.
seriously one msg which made me laugh for a sec.

the msg...

GALS!!! GOOD NEWS 4 all form 4 students.
SPM has been cancelled next year!

To confirm, kindly log on to


www.janganmimpi_n_start2study.com.my

HAHAHAHA !
funny right ? such a sick msg xD.
But i did forward it ^^ heeeee !

Anyways, i don't know why..
now i'm having such a MIXTURE of feelings.
Its so weird --" i could barf ! rofl. not so scary lah ! chill.


the 3 words are : LOL =D.

random ;

hello hello (=
im so glad ! exam's overrr ! whheeeee .
Anyways, apologies to eunice!
cuz cant go to your school
for the chinese society camp .
sorrrrrrrrrrrrrry !
i miss you so much .
hope to see you tmr ! PLEASE GO (=

that's all for today. kinda tired.
i did mention random, right?
btw, new songs in ze blog ! keep the ears open.

Bye-bye =D.

heaven, here i come =\

Rofl. i screwed my history paper today lah !
Ughhhh. i did read lorhhh T^T

The thing is, the teacher din say chapter 1 and 2 is c0ming out!
so, i din read a single thing ! ish. and, sadly, i forgot all abt them !

This morning...
2.oo a.m. ~ reading chptr4 and 5....
then after reading chptr5, i rested for a while..
4.oo a.m. ~ i got up to continue with my chptr6 but it was DARK ! why?
NO ELECTRIC !! WTF !! )=
so, i went back to sleep. too angry to even care that it was too hot.
ishhhhh ` So, yeah.. NO EYES TO SEE my sejarah result jor la. watev !

IM HAPPPYYYYYYY (=
why ? saw eunice lo !
wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ~
Five hugs xD rofl . had to count.
so so so glad to see her lu. heeee !
love her + miss her =P.
thanks to wj and jo yee for teman-ing me !

Tomorrow add maths ( booooo ~! ) and maths ( yay ~! ) exam lu.
LAST DAY ! yesh yesh yesh ! cant wait. wakakaka.

123456789 wil be tomorrow !
12 : 34 : 56 : 07/08/09
keep ur eyes open for it. once in a lifetime ar ^^
don't miss it. hahahaha !
chee enn, thanks for reminding ! ^^

Karyaaaann,
get well soon ! =DD.

toodles !

GOTCHA-ED !?

heyheyhey readers.
apologies for the extremely late update.
i've been BUSY, and LAZY ^^

Today's test, hmmmm.
not-so-GOOD =X. english rocked th0ugh. LOL.
stuupiak physics ! i understood everything,
but during the exam i was like..
ready, get set, DON'T GO -.-
ughhh. just hoping for a C, at least !!

Anyways,
today NO 9th period. I KNEW THAT!!
But, i was humiliated...
by MISS HOR, who? my "lovelyyyy" english teacher.
Ughhhhhh ! what happened ?
read on...

Ms Hor : Today got 9th period.
Class : NO LAAAAA ! exam where got one?
Ms Hor : Just now pn yong reminded me that today u all hav the 9th period.
Me : No lo.. Exam week wun hav laaaa. See, akik also go ady..
Ms Hor : ( looking utterly serious ) I need someone to go and ask pn yong.
part of the class : Darr, go ! darshika go ! NOW !
JoYee : Show ms hor the exam timetable lah !
Me : useless de ! she's kidding. (since i knw ms hor so well)
part of the class : GO LA ! quick.

[ as you can see, im a super super helpful class monitor.. Jkjk ` so I WENT ! ]
wanted to run ~~
LUCKILY, meikee stopped me cuz she had something to tell me!!!

CLASS : DARSHIKAAAAAAA ! come backkk!!!
( i was just standing outside the class -.- ) haaaa !
CLASS : THANK YOU MS HOR.
wj : ms hor kept tahan-ing, but at last she also laughed =\

and i was like..
okayyy.. LUCKILY meikee stopped me lah. =="
oh well, ms hor did nail it xD POOR ME for being the class monitor.

chemistry + history test tomorrow !
wuuuuu. scared !
dun und chemistry's chapter7 at all !! o.0
as for history, APA TU KHALIFAH? bani umaiyah? turki smthng? huh?
Ohhhhhh Mannnnnn !

Good luck !